Barless
prison
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I sit here at the security desk. It could be east, it could be
west. I watch all the people pass me by and
ask myself the question why. What have I done to deserve this
shit. In my past life, I must of been a
real big git. Perhaps I was some kind of Sadam
Hussein and Now am paying for all the sorrow and pain, I have caused. I feel like and animal that has been
caged. No one to talk to, not even paged. I could walk straight out the
door. Yet knowing I would not have my
flat anymore. The people humor me by saying hello. All it does is makes
want to get up and go. They seem to smile and be having
so much fun and all I want to do is end it with a gun. They don't seem to listen to my
voice and trust me. Death seems like
a better choice. Patronized by some ignored by
others. Sometimes I feel like killing
the mothers. These feeling aren't good, they're
defiantly bad and prisons possession of me soon will be had. I need to get myself another job
and stop this thief of my intelligence has robbed. I need to get out of here to save
my head or I fear I will probably end up dead. |