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I used to enjoy playing games and enjoyed the experience
but now I feel like a dirty old man that is doing something wrong. When talking about games, I feel strange;
like someone that never grew up and to some extent this is true.
I’m
looked at like some weird alien that has just landed on this planet but doesn’t
know that it’s an alien and those who
watch me don’t know if they should tell me or not. Some snigger whilst others give me a look like I have just
slept with their girlfriend and killed their entire family. So I say nothing and become like a wraith
in the night.
The
only trouble with that is I don’t care what they think and have become
oblivious to what they think. This
can be an issue as both men and women talk utter SHITE and if you don’t at
least pretend that their insignificant lives hold some importance; you are
considered heartless, even though this is the behaviour that is dispensed
when you tell them what you consider important, even if it is not.
They
don’t seem, and I use the word seem because I wouldn’t presume to know
what they’re thinking; I’m not god you know.
They seem to look like they have the world on their shoulders and
when I smile, try to make me feel like something’s wrong with me.
If
they don’t get it, then I must be doing something wrong. Most people get movies but when it comes
to computer games, it all seems like a waste of time until they do it
themselves. Well staring a women in
magazines seems strange to me when the fact of the matter is that we’re
surrounded by them. Men boasting
about sex seems strange to me, as they’re not the only person that has ever
had sex. Men boasting about how much
they drink seems strange, because they aren’t the only person to achieve this
but, I don’t berate them for this.
We
live for a very short space of time relative to the universe and I say what
ever brings happiness into your life, even if it is for a brief period of
time is something we should embrace for the person. Ask your self this question.
When you are old and frail; will you be happy with the life that you
chose, or will you wish that you never listened to the mindless morons that
surrounded you telling you what to do?
I
choose life!
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